-- as an active baby
i shadaqah, infaq, and help the needy rarely
i waste almost my times with unprecious things
i am lazy to seek knowledge, whereas knowledge is my vehicle to jannah
i turn to lose my patience and forget my God oftenly
-- as a sleeping baby
i close my eyes, my ears, and my nose from unlawful things that shouldn't enter into iti stop my ears from hearing lies, gossip, false statement, etc
i keep my hands and feet off from doing bad and haraam things
i cover my body with a blanket to guard me from syaithon's hand
i let my heart be clean, pure, and positive all along
-- in the silence, i pray to Allah
ya Allah, teach me to love others just like I love myself.
Teach me to judge myself just like I judge others.
And if I have wronged anyone, give me the courage to apologize,
and if anyone wronged me, give me the courage to forgive
because You have taught me that forgiveness is the highest level of strength
and revenge is the highest level of weakness.
And I ask You not to forget me in Your forgiveness... amiin
ah, a month passed !
time to wake up already comes.
i feel reborn and oh Alhamdulillah i breath
next time i'd get tired of life and feel sleepy,
but i can't be sure if i will open my eyes again or not
this is my second chances
and may be my last chance
bismillah move !