keep cool

yesterday i tweeted about my frustating mind, and lately i realize i was disappointing that moment. i know i'm not supposed to write when i'm angry, it's a bad decision you know, but aaargh i just cant scream and that 'compose tweet' box seems like a lovely place to scream hahaha


i hundred times thank Allah for giving this world a forceful pain easer, called music
yet i laid powerlessly on the bed, all i can did was only narrating my tearful life to Allah and listening to sad music then. i named my playlist 'tears lullaby' and found that some of it represents my condition best.. you can listen to it and wipe your tears then, or i will do it for you.


here it goes; 
brian mc.knight - onelast cry
MYMP - only reminds me of you
keyshia cole - i remember
aditya - ku relakan
regina spector - the call
opick - taubat


i'm just painful and broken-hearted.
but to be honest behind those tears, i'm definitely okay,
i've been trough those hard moments many times. many times. don't worry ~
((˘O˘") hoaaahm